grrr

certain days i just want to punch mother fuckers in the face. today is such a day. it amazes me how stupid people are and how they can fuck up such a simple process. if a items quantity is 4. and it has 4 its green. if it has 50% or less its red. how fucking hard is that. grr. im just pissed off. not to mention i finaly sit down because my back hurts and this fucking reblued nco tells me well shouldnt you be working on your program. yes mother fucker but my back hurts plus ive been working on it all fucking day.

first day back to work.

well yesterday was my first day back to work. we had a training day that usualy ends up like the rest of them. completely pointless. the funny thing was i drew the short end of the straw and got off at about 630 when everyone else got off at 3. so tons of fun. but i guess its expected where i work. but good thing. one of my big bosses told me to tell my shift lead to let me off earily sometime this week. but i honestly dont think this will happen due to the matter that im one of the hardest workers in my section and i dont bullshit anyone. but ehh so is life.

things that i find interesting

maybe its just me, but from what ive noticed in life is that the people who act smart usualy are dumb and the people that act dumb are usualy smart. if that makes any sence to you.



i just dont get why usualy the "smart" people think there soo much better than you when in reality there not worth the dirt that you pick up with your boot. if anything they cause drama it seems just to give them there fix. these people in general ive noticed that. if they typicaly say one thing. expect the exact opposite of what they say. but dont doubt them because they might be telling the truth. i guess what im getting at is. no one is how they appear or say and in some way "we are all hypocrite's and liar's in a sense even myself."



its all amusing to me as i sit back and watch the world go by and time pass on. sometimes it makes me wish there was a fast forward button between these steady comercial breaks in life. it would make for a interesting show i think and alot better time than the current reality shows on tv.



just my 2 cents

not feeling good.

well i woke up today feeling like ass. the kids crying. feeling dehydraited to the point where it doesnt feel good to drink any liquid. day 3 of the new years. awsome. just awsome lol. hopefuly things will get better as the day goes on.

new years day 2

ok well took me a day to finaly set up a blog. so ima try to use it for status's and my through process on my car build and website build. but so far we started the new years off pretty good. i just chilled with my family and plaied games with my baby brother. so much to do so little time. so i do have to go back to my normal job starting the 4th back to the daily grind. i really wish i had more time off.

but good news. its janurary and its the month of my birth so thats always a plus. ill be turning 27 soon. plus tax season is on its way hopefully ill beable to finish my project car. plus starting feb 1st my wife should be getting child support for my step daughter so that will help my family out alot. but yeah. new year. new adventures and putting the past behind us. i hope to start this year off with a positive outlook on life and not procrastinate.